Sometimes

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

[CHORUS:]
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

[Repeat CHORUS]

Jest hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Lots of thoughts very little time to whine about

These days I am really in deep thoughts. Or rather I am also feeling a bit down.

Is it very hard to just hold close and maintain some friendship that I have?

Is it so hard to understand each other?

Would I always be making the same mistake all the time?

Or is it you who always felt everything I have done for you with all the good intention is a torturing to you?

Or is it just me who really don't know how to make you understand?

Or was it always me , who always badly executed all the good intention in the most terrible way?

I always like to blame it on myself whenever things go wrong with you my friend.. I am thinking have I blame myself enough?

Everytime I see you why I really can't feel anything except so happy to see you?

If time can make me forget everything why are you the only exception it seems to me in the whole world? Why time fail to make me forget you? Or am I forget to forget about you?

Ok.. May be I just miss you. If all my own ranting on my own blog makes you unpleasant to see.. I am really sorry. I am not suppose you will actually look at my blog either. Or I really hope you don't. If not I am making another mistake again.. I guess.

Soul Mate

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

My everyday life can be describe in 3 words these days.

"Busy. No life."

Ok. That's all. I am very busy to blog in details.

Mixed Feeling

Having very mixed feeling this birthday. Or more towards feeling down. Sorry friends and colleagues if nothing can't exactly cheer me up. I just not in the right mood. Anyway, thanks all my friends (Steph, Sheralyn, Hansen, Raja, Bala, Yiwen and Elaine) for remembering me and wishing me Happy Birthday. And also was taken by suprise treat by some of the colleagues which I am close to at work. Pei Keng, from our team and Joanna and Min Lee from Retail Support give me a birthday treat at Dohby Ghaut Exchange. Really appreciate for the treat. And my superviosr bought me a hazelnut birthday cake. I only tasted a small bit because I was feeling bloated and not well yesterday. Talking about having all sort of problem at the wrong time... -___-|| And I went to watch Three Kingdoms with Yiwen. The movie was not bad. But it really ended abruptly. I won't give a super good rating although I like some plots in the show. And well.. though you may be angry or decided to stay away from me for awhile.. or whatever reason it might be. Since we have known for this long, I believe you still take me as a friend anyway. And may be most probably you wish for me happy birthday in your mind? May be.. Whatever it is, after years I will still be your friend somehow.

Busy busy all the way

Some of my friends commented me how come I never continue blogging for very long. For 3 reasons I guess

1. I am in very sad and foul mood recently.

2. I am really busy like hell.

3. I really hate how come some of those people leaving nonsense comments and tags on my shout box. It is not even some sort of comment about my entry at all. It just looks some rubbish ads. In this internet day and age can't we really not able to run away from all the adware attacks? Fuc*k that.

Some quick updates to my friends. My birthday and my exams are around the corner in this April. And I am also feeling very moody over my birthday. Hopefully it will not be a "Saddy Birthday"

I am moving my house just today to Jurong East Street 31, Blk 317. It is very near to the swimming pool and the gym. Time for me to truly gearing up for my exercise regime. And I am truly deeply appreciate the help of my two best buddies for moving house. Raja and Bala. Thanks guys. The years I have been with you guys and the experience we had gone through together are truly the fruitful 1.

I went back to Myanmar for a very quick break. Just 1 week. I didn't manage to stay for long because I need to settle a lot of things in SG and my work commitment. Anyway, I am really happy that I got some time to spend together with my dear family. Really miss them. I think I have the most supportive parents and family in my life. I should really be thankful about it.

I'm so busy these days and I shouldn't even have the time to think so much about anything and everything. But my mood really can't be in the right mood for some reason. Well.. what can I do? I just hope I can get things right 1 day with you my dear friend. I really hope everything will be ok again.

Start Cruise 2008

Just back from my cruise trip. Somehow I feel much relax and having some rest which is what I really needed. And some of the events on the cruise makes me feel a re-run of some of the situations I'm in. Seeing my certain rights and wrongs. Well... I'm actually feeling quite down before the cruise. But the trip makes me felt somehow better. And I am also glad some friendship that I have .. still going strong. I don't really know what to say. But now I think I somehow see where are the place I went wrong. And also can feel why sometimes some of the things can't ever be looking natural, if you try way too hard.

K.. I think I will be the only one who understanding what I'm talking about. Now is the time for some photos