Sunday, April 27, 2008

Last thing on my mind

This might not exactly the kind of lyrics that would be meant for a friend. But anyway, certain lines in the lyrics really reflected how I felt. Hope you understand the lyrics also.

Four o’clock in the morning
My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you
How you left me without a warning
But looking back I’m sure you
tried to talk it through

Now I say it so clearly
We have been together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry
Baby, I can’t find the words
But, if I could
Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the
last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river
How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
Staring back is a man I used to be with you
How I longed for you

No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the
last thing on my mind

Girl I’m sorry I was wrong
Couldn’t be there, should have been so strong
So, I’m sorry

Ohhhhhhh
No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last
thing on my mind (on my mind)

I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the
last thing on my mind
On my mind (on my mind)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Stop and Stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need, what you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

Monday, April 21, 2008

What an article!!!

Last week, the Ministry of Trade and Industry revealed that 65 per cent of hawkers are holding their prices steady - down from 75 per cent two months ago - amid rising food bills. Samantha Eng and Aw Cheng Wei scoured hawker centres and coffee shops across the island in search of really cheap hawker fare.
They found 27 which have kept prices at $2 and below, two that sell Western-style food for $3 and $2.90, and one selling Japanese-style dishes at $3.

Some areas like Bedok have a rash of such stalls, no doubt because of competition. At other areas like Hougang and Thomson, they are hard to come by.


So what's this aritcle trying to prove? Inflation rate is high, but you can eat very cheap? 27 stalls out of the whole island? Ooooo what a figure. So if you want to eat cheap food you either say at places like Bedok or travel all the way there to eat???


I tell you what this article is all about. Bull sh*t. Ha ha ha ha ha ha

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Sometimes

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

[CHORUS:]
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

[Repeat CHORUS]

Jest hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Lots of thoughts very little time to whine about

These days I am really in deep thoughts. Or rather I am also feeling a bit down.

Is it very hard to just hold close and maintain some friendship that I have?

Is it so hard to understand each other?

Would I always be making the same mistake all the time?

Or is it you who always felt everything I have done for you with all the good intention is a torturing to you?

Or is it just me who really don't know how to make you understand?

Or was it always me , who always badly executed all the good intention in the most terrible way?

I always like to blame it on myself whenever things go wrong with you my friend.. I am thinking have I blame myself enough?

Everytime I see you why I really can't feel anything except so happy to see you?

If time can make me forget everything why are you the only exception it seems to me in the whole world? Why time fail to make me forget you? Or am I forget to forget about you?

Ok.. May be I just miss you. If all my own ranting on my own blog makes you unpleasant to see.. I am really sorry. I am not suppose you will actually look at my blog either. Or I really hope you don't. If not I am making another mistake again.. I guess.

Soul Mate

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

My everyday life can be describe in 3 words these days.

"Busy. No life."

Ok. That's all. I am very busy to blog in details.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Mixed Feeling

Having very mixed feeling this birthday. Or more towards feeling down. Sorry friends and colleagues if nothing can't exactly cheer me up. I just not in the right mood. Anyway, thanks all my friends (Steph, Sheralyn, Hansen, Raja, Bala, Yiwen and Elaine) for remembering me and wishing me Happy Birthday. And also was taken by suprise treat by some of the colleagues which I am close to at work. Pei Keng, from our team and Joanna and Min Lee from Retail Support give me a birthday treat at Dohby Ghaut Exchange. Really appreciate for the treat. And my superviosr bought me a hazelnut birthday cake. I only tasted a small bit because I was feeling bloated and not well yesterday. Talking about having all sort of problem at the wrong time... -___-|| And I went to watch Three Kingdoms with Yiwen. The movie was not bad. But it really ended abruptly. I won't give a super good rating although I like some plots in the show. And well.. though you may be angry or decided to stay away from me for awhile.. or whatever reason it might be. Since we have known for this long, I believe you still take me as a friend anyway. And may be most probably you wish for me happy birthday in your mind? May be.. Whatever it is, after years I will still be your friend somehow.